陶吉吉 - 沙灘

空無一人　這片沙灘
風吹過來　冷冷海岸
我輕輕抖落鞋裡的沙　看著我的腳印
OH 一個人一步步　好寂寞

看海有些綠　天有些藍
那段愛情　有些遺憾
像不知不覺游向海天　到最深的地方
才發現妳早已經　放棄我

我聽著海浪　溫柔的呼吸
我看著雲朵　飄來飄去
有什麼方法　讓自己真的忘記

ONLY BLUE ONLY BLUE 愛讓人好憂鬱
我的心　我的心　藍藍地

我真的想　找一條船
能遠遠離開　這片沙灘
每次又回到同樣海邊　還是會對妳想念
想念妳有點 BLUE 沒有人能像妳
留給我的回憶　有點 BLUE OH
ONLY BLUE

Blackstreet - I Wanna be Your Man

Baby, Baby, Baby
I wanna know you,
Place no one above you
I wanna love you
Baby, Baby, Baby
I wanna be your man…

I remember the first time I came,
To this park
It was one day last May
I saw you lookin’ like a star..
I’ll never forget the scent of, your perfume
Girl I just gotta see you again..ohh..

To ask you may I have the chance to be with you
Girl I’ll never forget, how I traveled to the moon..
Now I’m waitin’ in the park.
Waitin after dark..
I’ve got to see you again… Oohh…

Baby, Baby, Baby (oh baby)
I wanna know you (wanna know you)
Place no one above you
I wanna love you..
Baby, Baby, Baby
I wanna be your man…

So I dream a little dream of us we’re, holding hands
And we’re takin’ long walks, down in love land
My palms are sweatin’ and my heart’s beatin’ fast
Cause you smiled and said you’d see me again..

I ain’t gonna let you get away this time
That’s why I waited here so long
I’m gonna make you mine
Still I’m waiting in the park,
Waitin’ after dark..
Waiting here to see you again…

Baby, Baby, Baby (oh baby)
I wanna know you (wanna know you)
Place no one above you.
I wanna love you..
Baby, Baby, Baby
I wanna be your man….

[Bridge]
I loved you from the moment,
That you graced your beauty
In front of me

And I just can’t wait baby
To see you again…
I wanna be your..
I wanna be your man……
(Listen baby)
I wanna be your man….

I got home from work at 9:30 today, plopped on the couch and watched 13 Going on 30 on TV. It was surprisingly not horrible. What’s cool is this girl whose CD I’ve been listening to is in it. Her name’s Reneé Olstead, and she’s the little redhead in the elevator. LISTEN TO HER CD. She was only 14 when she recorded it, and she’s got an amazing feel for jazz. That’s all.

I went to Joker with a couple of friends this evening. It sucked. When we were about to leave, we all said goodbye to this one girl that one of my friends was hitting on. We had all went out together once so we knew each other. Both of my friends hugged her. She told my friend to call her tomorrow. Then it came my turn to hug. That part went uneventfully but as I was turning away, this guy grabbed my shirt and threatened me. Immediately all his friends got between us and they told me to leave. That’s all fine and dandy, but the friggin guy wouldn’t let go of my shirt! It took a good 20 seconds for me to free myself. I must say, his friends were really cool about trying to calm things down, but it didn’t save my shirt from getting ripped. Luckily it was a shitty shirt that needed an excuse for me to throw away anyway, but I’m still mad that it got ripped for no apparent reason. I had no interest in this girl whatsoever, and the guy had no reason to threaten me. The only reason I can think of is that out of my other friends, he felt that “his girl” would be interested in me the most and he felt threatened by it.

I’m proud of myself for never ever having been in a fight. I don’t believe in fighting, especially over a girl. This is the closest I have ever been to being in an altercation, and it makes me mad because I didn’t even do anything! I can’t believe there are such idiotic people in this world.

Stupid guys — look, if a girl is showing interest in another guy it’s probably because you’re not interesting enough to keep her attention. It’s either that or you’re just an insecure sack of shit and nothing’s really going on. Don’t get mad at the guy, get mad at yourself for being a loser or get mad at the girl for playing games with you. Don’t go off ruining my shirt to make yourself feel macho. UGH.

So I wasn’t good enough to go to work on Monday. I wasn’t good enough to go to the Raptors-Philly game on Sunday either. I was pretty much bedridden and didn’t leave the house for 3 days straight. My original intention was to bring Jon, the guy who got me sick, to the game so that I wouldn’t be responsible for getting another individual sick. However I realized the day of that I couldn’t move at all. I ended up just giving the tickets away to him. On this fateful day, the Raptors happened to break the NBA team record for 3-pointers made and Donyell Marshall tied the record for 3-pointers made by an individual in a game. All I could do was curse and cough at the TV from home.

Thanks a lot Jonathan!

Last week my coworker/friend Jonathan, who sits right across from me, was sick. I told him to stay home so as not to affect the people around him but he refused in the guise of being a dedicated employee. So now, on a FRIDAY no less, I’m experiencing the same symptoms he was. I’ve got the the chills, I’m coughing, my body is aching and my throat is sore. Chances are my weekend is shot, but I’ll get better in time for work on Monday.

Thanks a lot Jonathan!

Ever have those days where you feel that you haven’t done enough in your life; that you haven’t lived it to its fullest? Today was one of those days. Lately I’ve been feeling dissatisfied with many facets of my life. I’ve been reading and learning a lot more recently and realize that I can do so much more with myself. It’s frustrating to know how little I’ve taken advantage of the opportunities I’ve been given so far. I’m feel pain and anger, but in the end I know it’s good for me because I’m even more motivated to be successful.

However, for now: AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The other day I ran into someone I dated recently in a club. She was with some other guy. I wouldn’t say that I was jealous since I was the one that that decided to stop seeing her, but it did bother me a little. I’m not sure why it did - maybe it’s because I lost the security blanket of knowing that someone was there for me. Maybe I’m jealous because she found someone else before I did.

I know it’s definitely not because I want her back. Could it be because I don’t want her with anyone else? Isn’t that a little selfish?

Whatever, I’m happy for her. I think.

I had a Chinese New Year dinner with the relatives last month, and on the way out my cousin made a boo boo. Luckily it was a couple of days before it was officially New Years, so it wasn’t a bad omen!

Well here we go, welcome to the world of blogs! This is my first post. I know I’m supposed to rant on something, but there’s nothing to rant about for the moment. So I’d just like to go on record as saying that life is good, for now.